I am tormented by thoughts of not being able to go to the beach this month.
Really tormented.

I need this trip almost as much as I need closure to LOST.
(These parallel lives are messing with my head. Are they dead or not? And, who is the smoke monster? Is he evil incarnate, making Jacob like God? But, you can’t kill or replace God, right? … I could go on and on.)

When I think about what the Gulf Coast does not need, it’s an oil spill. The Gulf Coast just needs a break … no hurricanes, no oil spills, nothing. It’s time for some peace and quiet.

I can’t even begin to think about how this catastrophe is going to affect the economy in this area.

I’m hanging onto any shred of hope that this leak will be stopped and clean-up will begin quickly. (for selfish and non-selfish reasons alike)

Beach, I need you. It’s been a long time, my friend.

So, what does one do to get their mind off this tragedy?

Why, eat, of course. No, I am not an emotional eater. I just ate two servings of this yesterday. It made me feel good … darn.

If you’d like to join me in drowning my sorrows, try this today.


Paula Deen’s Not ‘Yo Mama’s Banana Pudding

  • 2 bags Pepperidge Farm Chessmen cookies
  • 6 to 8 bananas, sliced
  • 2 cups milk
  • 1 (5-ounce) box instant French vanilla pudding
  • 1 (8-ounce) package cream cheese, softened
  • 1 (14-ounce) can sweetened condensed milk
  • 1 (12-ounce) container frozen whipped topping thawed, or equal amount sweetened whipped cream

Line the bottom of a 13 by 9 by 2-inch dish with 1 bag of cookies and layer bananas on top. In a bowl, combine the milk and pudding mix and blend well using a handheld electric mixer. Using another bowl, combine the cream cheese and condensed milk together and mix until smooth. Fold the whipped topping into the cream cheese mixture. Add the cream cheese mixture to the pudding mixture and stir until well blended. Pour the mixture over the cookies and bananas and cover with the remaining cookies. Refrigerate until ready to serve.You’re welcome.