I say, “I don’t know what we’re going to do,” or “How can we do this?” I worry. My mind is a battlefield. I get angry. I get sad. I wonder why. 
Trust is and has always been a problem for me. I hate that it’s like this with my relationship with the Lord, whom I should trust the most. Then, I blame myself for every bad or inconvenient thing that happens to us. I ask, “God, what am I doing wrong?” Are blessings going to rely on me and my thoughts? Because that would be a bad thing. So, I battle my mind again …
I know that God is bigger than my little thought in my mind. He looks past my faults and failures. He loves me no matter what, just like a good father would.
And, He says this:
Proverbs 3:5-6
Trust in the LORD with all your heart
and lean not on your own understanding;
in all your ways acknowledge him,
and he will make your paths straight.
Jeremiah 29:11
For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.
Philippians 4:19
And my God will meet all your needs according to his glorious riches in Christ Jesus.
And I just HAVE TO TRUST. Sometimes it’s the only thing you can do.